The War begins......

Today, on this very day, this 31st of August in the year 2005 A.D., I, Joseph Allen Prelock, do publically declare war on Addriene Nicole Fortress. you have been warned. give me my stuff back by tomorrow morning, or all hell will be issuing forth to plunge your entire being into turmoil. every single sticker, bottle cap, poster, picture, and all other odds and ends that were purloined from my locker must be back in my locker by 8:00am. if not, drastic steps will be taken to promote the speedy return of said objects. i repeat, you have been warned. if these demands are not met, i will not be held responsible for my actions.

My shattered dreams.....

yeah, if you haven't heard already, when i took my breathing test, the doctor said that i have asthma. that means that i not only can't get into SEALs, but i can't even join any branch of the military. that is all that i've ever wanted to do. i have no abitions for anything else. this kinda sucks for me (just a little). i know that God has something better for me, and i believe it, but its kinda hard right now. (i hope its in the form of a girlfriend - hehehe *wink wink*). now i have to start expolring other ideas and colleges and stuff like that. i don't wann go to college. whaaa! maybe i'll just become a hermit or something like that. pray that God would give me some direction soon, cause i hat not knowing what i want to do. ok, well i gotta get back to class. bye bye.

i must be loosing my mind.....

last night, i actually volunteered and followed through with taking mrs. leffew home from school. what is happening to me? am i really loosing it?

Knocking back pixie sticks, monty pithon, and airsoft

hey - this weekend was pretty cool. other that getting our butts kicked by bethesda. but i'm not gonna get myself started. anway, i got bored sat night so i had jared come over and he brought monty pithon and the holy grail. (the dvd) we watched it while we downed copious quantities of pixie sticks. dang, those things are goood.we'd watch for a while, then knock a few back, then watch, then knock em back, and so on and so forth. ya know, there are so many things that i caught in that movie that i never caught the first time around. wierd things. gross things. even a few wrong things. the brits are freakin wierd. we watched some of the extra stuff on the dvd too. its easy to understand why the movie is so wierd - both jared and i swear to the fact that one of the directors was stoned (like, really stoned) during the entire interview. he was so stupid. he always had this big grin on his face and this really stupid laugh, and he would bounce around. just watch it sometime. you'll see what i mean. he's a stoner - no doubt about it. anyway, after all that ended, jared went home. then sunday came. church, the usually sunday stuff. i was gonna go to the ymca and work out and swim, so i took chris with me. but they were closed, dang it. ohwell. so we went over to jareds house and "suprised" him. he wasn't very happy about the way we "suprised" him. but then we laughed and got out some airsoft guns and played airsoft in his yard. i had the coolest shot of all time - i arced one over three trashcans and two cars to nail jared right in the eyebrow. jared says that chris got the coolest shot cuase he shot jared in the fingernail, but then jared whined about it the rest of the night, so it ruined the coolness of the shot. wow! i just ate som black cheries that my daddy brought home from his motorcycle trip and dang are they good. i'm gonna get of now and eat them all.

Count on me

i don't know how many times i have wanted to say this to someone, but it just wasn't the right time or the right thing to say. i guess the only thing i have left is Malibu(tm)

Default - Count on me

I know that life ain't always good to you.
I've seen exactly what it’s put you through
Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you
You got to thinking there was no way out
You started sinking and it pulled you down
It may be tough you've to get back up
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause’ I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me
To hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart
Well you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me
To hold you till that feeling is gone
I wonder why nobody's waiting on you
I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times
I'd love to be the light that finds you
I see a silver lining on your cloud
I'll pick you up whenever you fall down
Just take my hand and I will help you stand
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause’ I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is
Gone so you can live today
Seems so long to yesterday
Keep on counting on me to carry you till you carry on
Carry on
You know that life ain’t over yet
I’m here for you so don’t forget
You can count on me cause I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till that healing is done
And every time you fall apart
You can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone
Remember life ain’t over yet
I’m here for you so don’t forget
That you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone
Remember life ain’t over yet
I’m here for you so don’t forget
That you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone

my irish name

Your Irish Name Is...

Gill O'Leary

What's" your Irish Name?

These walls

this one's for you micah...i love you, man....

Trapt - These walls

Something missing, left behind
Search in circles everytime I try
I've been here before
I've seen you before

I can't escape walking down these halls
Hard to find a place where there are no walls
And no lines begging me to cross
Only straight ahead, better move along

Like clockwork, I commit the crime
I pretend to be everything they like
I've been here before
I've seen you before

I can't escape walking down these halls
Hard to find a place where there are no walls
And no lines begging me to cross
Only straight ahead, better move along

And I trade everything for this
And I trade everything for this
Why do I read the writing on the wall?
Why do I read the writing on the wall?
I don't wanna lose my place in line
I've been here too long
And I've spent too much time
I don't wanna lose my place in line
I've been here too long
And I've spent too much time

Something missing, left behind
Search in circles everytime I try
I've been here before
I've seen you before

I can't escape walking down these halls
Hard to find a place where there are no walls
And no lines begging me to cross
Only straight ahead, better move along

And I trade everything for this
And I trade everything for this
Why do I read the writing on the wall?
Why do I read the writing on the wall?
Why do I read the writing on the wall?
Why do I read the writing on the wall?

The lonely child

somewhere there is a child who embraces the dark and hates the light, because the light shows what he is and what others are. that little child protects himself by hiding in the shadows, away from the views and thoughts of others. he finds dark places to pass the time, but he usually just sits and thinks and cries. this is the child that doesn't want to be seen by other children and who hides from adults. this child is afraid of light becuase others don't understand him. this is the little girl who hides beneath her bed all day long and doesn't want to go out and enjoy the flowers and butterflies. these children are the ones who will be perfectly content to sit all day by themselves, alone and undesturbed. they don't need to have friends to find peace and solace. they can find it within themselves. when they are alone, that is when they truly are happy, being left to simply be in solitude. these are the children that nobody really knows about, or awhat they are like. everyone wonders about them because they don't seem to need to hang out with everybody else to be happy. they live their lives away from the world, and yet somehow....they don't mind.

...........these are the children of my mind.............

another survey - sheesh i'm bored...

001. Name: joe
002. Nick name: yoshi, yashco
003. Single or taken: Single,dang it
004. Place of Birth: laf in
005. Zodiac Sign: what the heck is a zodiak?
006. Male or Female: 100% male heterosexual (that means i like girls, not boys)
007. Your last name: try looking in the phone book under 'your mom'
008. School: Faith
009. Occupation: slave, construction worker
010. Residence: LAF
011. Your sn: chupa mis juevos

Your Appearance
012. Hair Color: brown
013. Hair Long or Short: short
014. Eye Color: blue-ish silverish
015. How do ur nails look: smashed - i work construction
016. Height: 5'8"
017. Do you have a crush on someone: not a crush...
018. Do you like yourself: i wouldn't date me - that would be weird
019. Braces? no
020. Think you’re hot? a little chilled, actually
021. Piercings: not yet
022. Tattoo: not yet
023. Righty or Lefty: righty

Your 'Firsts'
024. First Kiss: my mom like right after i was born
026. First best friend: slayton purcell
027. First Award: somethin for vbs
028. First Sport You Joined: soccer
029. First pet: i used to have some chamelions
030. First vacation: to the party city of cleveland, where we jived with some fun relatives
031. First Concert: stomp
032. First Love: adrenaline

Favorites
033. Movie: we were soldiers or equilibruim
034. TV Show: now and again
035. Color: black
036. Music: stuff that has a really good bass line
037. Song: mexican wine
038. Food: gyros
039. Drink: ginger beer
040. Candy: bubble gum
041. Sport To Play: hockey
043. Brand Of Clothing: beat up and looks like crap
044. que la mierda?
045. School: old
046. Animal: tiburones (shark)
047. Books: comic, preferably batman or wolverine
048. Magazines: paintball and airsoft

Currently
049. Eating: nothing
050. Drinking: the saliva that is runing down my throat
051. Mood: tired, cocky, bored...
052. Online: duh
053. Listening to: a timer clicking
054. Thinking About: gotta pee
055. Wanting To: get in a cool car and drive really fast to go play airsoft with my pals in some abandoned building
056. Watching: the computer screen
057. Wearing: jeans, my new cleats (trying to get them broken in), necklace, bracelet, boxers, soxs

Your Future
058. Want Kids? sounds like fun
059. Want to Get Married? nah, just kids....I'M JOKING! yeah i wanna get maried
060. Careers in Mind: military, stunt double, swat, firefighter, missionary, bar and grill owner, running a surfshop or a paintball/airsoft place, i really don't have a clue after the navy

random coment on the whereabouts of qs 61-66

Which is Better With The Opposite Sex
067. Cute or Sexy: Cute is natural, sexy can be learned...
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or Kisses: i'd take both
070. Short or tall: short
071. Easygoing or serious: easygoing
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontanious
073. Fatty or Skinny: not going there...lets just say i like well proportioned girls
074. Sensitive or Loud: loud, as long as she knows when to shut up
075. Hook-up or Relationship: hook up would be kinda cool
076. Sweet or Caring: um, aren't they the same?
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: trouble maker, deffinatley

Have You Ever
078. Kissed a Stranger: at these dumb family reunions, theres always these old people and you have no clue who they are but you just gotta act like you do...i hate that part
079. Drank Bubbles: that makes you fart
080. Lost glasses/contacts: no
081. Ran Away From Home: no
083. Got an X-ray: i think once
084. Broken Someone’s Heart: probably
085. Broke Up With Someone: no, but been lied to and brutally dumped only to find out there was another guy...yeah
086. Turned Someone Down: yeah, she's a really good friend now
087. Cried When Someone Died: no
088. Cried At School: no

Do You Believe In
089. God: yes
090. Miracles: yes
091. Love At First Sight: sounds ok
092. Ghosts: yep
093. Aliens: well, there was this one teacher i used to have, and she kinda made me wonder...
095. Heaven: yes
096. Hell: been there, and yes
098. Kissing on The First Date: nope
099. Horoscopes: no way, those are so stupid...

Answer Truthfully
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? yes, isn't that always the case? anjolina jolie comes to mind....*wink*....

Sweet and simple

Ok. this is pretty much gonna be a KISS - Keep It Simple, Stupid. just wanted to say this.

rosie odonel is the perfect example of stupid fat white trash.

'nough said.

The daily grind

hey all. i am temporalily back. don't get too excited, please. just here to talk about my life as of recently since you all seem so interested in me and do so dearly want me to post. so here it is.

the farm has been...well, an experience. as usual, i get into fights with my brother, but when we do get along, we have a lot of fun. for instance, on one of our slow days toward the end of the season, i rigged a toy cat with a bunch of explosives and cool things that will easily destroy the car. i didn't set it of, though. i want to video tape it when i do and i don't have a video camera. we sold soda and we each made about $40. that was cool. and i got a bunch of $ cause i was working 40+ hours a week. not fun. just nessescary. but that is over. yea!
then this guy from my church called me and wanted me to help him with some construction stuff. (we're building a garage.) its fun and easy, and he doesn't talk much so that makes it even better. just working silently is so much easier. and then this huge storm came and hit us and knock out our power for a day and i couldn't poop cause the stupid toilets didnt' work so i had to hold it all day long cause i didn't wanna go dig a hole anywhere cuase i'm too lazy. the storm knocked over our porta-john thingy and and blew over some trees and stuff like that but it didn't do any substantial damage. it looked really cool cause i watched it out the window and the rain was blwoing really and then the trees were bent sideways. i almost went out to play around in the rain but my mom wouldn't let me.
so enough rambling. i finally got sheared (haircut), and man did i loose a lot of hair! my head actually feels lighter now. and yeah i know it looked "cooler" when it was long and curly but i really don't give a crap right know. i just don't wanna have to shave. but i guess soccer is worth it. ok. i'm going to bed. i can't even keep my eyes open. i hate it when i can't...keep my....eyes ...open..................................