My Tears

the tears we shed in silence are the ones that hurt the most
cause people fail to see how much we hurt and all that is lost
we are all alone fighting against the world
and seeing hte lives of friends unfurled
as we watch what they do, we see the crap ahead
that could be missed if they change their stead
but they don't hear crys for them to stear clear
and when they crumble, we shed our silent tear
even though they chose their road, we still hurt inside
cause the choice they made caused a part of them to die
and each step they take toward the crud they see
is another step to all of us saying "rest in peace"
we know they are wrong and they say they do too
but they keep moving forward to their own impending doom
but what hurts the most that they keep walking on
saying they know what's right but they want what's wrong
and we know we'd choose for them if only we were able
but its a road they must walk and learn to be stable
its their life and they must make their own choices
and choose who and what to live for by their lives and their voices
but the tears will still roll down my weathered cheek
when they choose the wrong and fall becuase they are weak
because before God i still care about these souls
and i want to see them live a life that's full
and no matter the pain i feel inside i will still cry
until God can make things right.....

and He will....

in His time.