Thursday, October 05, 2006

My Tears

the tears we shed in silence are the ones that hurt the most
cause people fail to see how much we hurt and all that is lost
we are all alone fighting against the world
and seeing hte lives of friends unfurled
as we watch what they do, we see the crap ahead
that could be missed if they change their stead
but they don't hear crys for them to stear clear
and when they crumble, we shed our silent tear
even though they chose their road, we still hurt inside
cause the choice they made caused a part of them to die
and each step they take toward the crud they see
is another step to all of us saying "rest in peace"
we know they are wrong and they say they do too
but they keep moving forward to their own impending doom
but what hurts the most that they keep walking on
saying they know what's right but they want what's wrong
and we know we'd choose for them if only we were able
but its a road they must walk and learn to be stable
its their life and they must make their own choices
and choose who and what to live for by their lives and their voices
but the tears will still roll down my weathered cheek
when they choose the wrong and fall becuase they are weak
because before God i still care about these souls
and i want to see them live a life that's full
and no matter the pain i feel inside i will still cry
until God can make things right.....

and He will....

in His time.


Anonymous lillian said...

this is why you one of the the most amazing friends anyone could ask for. it's hard to watch our friends mess up, but we need to always remind ourselvs we can't change people, only Christ can. praying for them is the best we can do~

Friday, October 06, 2006 12:33:00 PM  
Blogger Lucky said...

i agree that's hard to sit by and watch people's hardest when it's right in front of you...but lil's right, the only thing we can do hope in christ, trust him to do his amazing works in their heart, but in the end,it's their choice. it doesn't mean at all that it hurts any less, but letting go and seeing God's in control is and praying is all we really can do.

Friday, October 06, 2006 1:52:00 PM  
Blogger crazislav said...

i've been there man. honestly can say i've been through that. it hurts to just watch them flounder in their stupid choices. but focus on those who aren't messing their lives. you'll find all the encouragement you need in those friends of yours still are strong in their faith in Jesus. look at them, and look at Him.

Friday, October 06, 2006 1:58:00 PM  
Blogger natasha.. said...

I didn't understand the message you left on if you get on tonight tell me what you are talking about..because im confused!
What happened?

Friday, October 06, 2006 3:34:00 PM  
Anonymous juels said...

that hits pretty deep. wow.

Friday, October 06, 2006 10:04:00 PM  
Blogger Sage said...

mail me joe... because I feel like one of those friends...

Friday, October 06, 2006 11:33:00 PM  
Blogger turza said...

.......sad.....very true. its heartbreaking to watch as others sink, and know that theres nothing you can do to save them......

Saturday, October 07, 2006 4:31:00 PM  
Anonymous brittany said...

that is really, really, amazingly good. and so true.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006 9:29:00 PM  

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