Tuesday, September 06, 2005

one of those days...

do you ever have those days where you just want to scream or yell at everybody around you? do you ever want to get in a fight just to let off some steam? or maybe you just wanna make somebody really mad.....that describes my day, along with some other things. stuff just doesn't make sense. i'm watching things happen around me, but i can't do anything about it. its like i'm in a separate place watching the world through a tv screen. its depressing. people always complain about there stupid problems, but they don't really care about other peoples junk. nobody seems to really care at my school anymore. my school is going down the tubes. seriously. and for once in my life, its finally starting to bother me. friends are making stupid mistakes that will eventually wreck their lives. and they don't care. the people around us that are actually struggling don't trust anyone enough to try to get help because out school praised narcs and people who rat on them. i wan to keep going, but i can't. i need to collect my thoughts about this and write agian later.

"some days just arent' worth living...." - a line from a very good song

13 Comments:

Anonymous Lillian said...

Hey Joe,
Thanx for your comment, I'm feeling much better about stuff. I'm sorry you are having such a rough day:( You sound like maybe you need to go to your farm and beat the crap out of one of the trees. If theres anything I can do you know how to reach me~

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 2:52:00 PM  
Blogger Stephanie said...

"This is the day the LORD has made, I WiLL rejoice and be glad in it!"

I know some days are rough Joe. I haven't had the best week either, but I know you can hang in there! Isn't it amazing that we always have a constant friend who will listen to all our junk and help us out!

Let me know if you need anything- I'm here for ya bud!

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 4:51:00 PM  
Anonymous brad pitt said...

yeah, i was talking to my brother last night. found out me and an old navy friend of mine are going to have to go beat the bawhoey out of someone. i know what you mean man...and sadly, this stuff only gets worse. but with all this crap, you find that God shows Himself so true. and sometimes, you get the priveledge of helping someone who has totally messed up his or her life put it back together. hang in there man, you'll make it through. you got the strongest power behind you, and He'll help you when you feel like throwing in the towel.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 5:21:00 PM  
Blogger kissme*imirish said...

im really sorry joe. i know one of those things you put on there was about me. im sorry, i didnt know it was gonna make you mad. your not gonna say anything are you?

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 5:40:00 PM  
Blogger kissme*imirish said...

email me later tonight. i think one of those ppl who want to help me is named joe.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 5:42:00 PM  
Anonymous Jessi said...

i think i know what ya mean. i haven't had the best week either, but stephanie and "brad pitt" put it perfectly. i need to remember that...

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 7:38:00 PM  
Blogger julio said...

dude, you have a great point about people not wanting to talk about stuff for fear of getting ratted out. made me think about all the people id trust if i had to talk to someone about something. sadly the number is quite,, small,,,
anyway, i heard a little of what you and mr johns were talking about today and it made things a little bit clearer for me, hope it did for you too. theres still seems to be something lacking in the way they went about it. i donno. less than a year. 263 days actually. oh man. thats a long time....

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 9:15:00 PM  
Anonymous wickert said...

i understand the day that you are having...and totally agree with steph and "brad pitt" which by the way is either very concited or very funny, but anywho i have some problems with what you said about ratting people out, because i just went through that one. but thats not what you need right now. i really don't mean to pick a fight, honestly!!! these are the days that you just go home and pray and talk to God!!! i know that He'll listen> oh and you have so many friends that would love to be there for you, including me!!!

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 9:26:00 PM  
Blogger turza said...

Sorry about you're day. I totally know what you're talking about with the people who are ruining their lives and don't care... Hey if i'm ever on the road to destruction anyone seriously tell me.

(is it a crime to enjoy my life and school? just wondering).

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 9:46:00 PM  
Anonymous Hannah said...

hey joe! sorry your day was so bad :( i hate that. when that happens all i want to do is yell, then sleep a long time, pray and hope tomorrow is an improvement! i hope you are feeling better tomorrow. it sounds like you have a lot of friends who care about you and can help you through--so that has to be an encouragement! i'll ttyl.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 10:00:00 PM  
Blogger julio said...

hey i just figured out which guns i wanna get. i want them alot,, one shotgun and one sniper rifle,,

kickbutt

Wednesday, September 07, 2005 8:21:00 PM  
Anonymous brad pitt said...

seriously man, you need to get that auto AK47...that is the sweetest one i've seen yet. i'da bought it if it didn't cost like $70! and tell yoshi to quit breakin the guns!

Wednesday, September 07, 2005 8:57:00 PM  
Blogger yoshi said...

now now, bradley. we don't want to become like the freakin arabs, waving ak47 all over God's great creation, do we?

thanx to all who try to cheer me up. i means a lot. somehow.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005 9:37:00 PM  

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